Memories of my cousin Derek.

Have you ever experience someone that you are really close to pass away? Well I have and I am here to tell you that recently I had a cousin that is my age pass away this week from having cancer. I have a lot of memories of my cousin and I know that he is watching over me and that he is in a better place where he is pain free. It just feels like well having to lose someone that you are very close to in age and that you know that he is always around watching and listening to the things that you do and say. 

I will say I have had so many people that I know pass away onto the other side. Knowing that everything will be alright and that he will keep a close eye on me as I live out my life. Some of the things that my cousin wanted to do with his life include doing videos of him performing tricks and correct me if I am wrong but he was very talented. He also wanted to become a computer programmer. Going to miss my cousin so much now that he is gone.  

Sister wedding and Father's Day

Congrats to my sister and her new husband. I couldn't have asked for a better sister that is happy. Also a big thank you to my brother for stepping up to do the father daughter dance. Along with that said happy belated Father's Day to those that have been in my life. 

Just checking in

To all my readers and followers I am sorry for my absence. I do not remember the last time that I posted. I have been really busy with having a job and trying to help plan for my sisters wedding. This job that I have it keeps me busy and it gives me a chance to grow up even more. I know some of you are wondering why a college student like me has a job or that has to take on responsibility when it comes to handling my own life.

A couple of weeks ago I had the chance to go to Bryce Canyon, Zion national park, and the Grand Canyon for a geology field trip that is a credit for my degree. As I said before I have been really busy and when it comes to controlling my life and seeking out the best in my life. Oh how I wished that I had more friends. 

As I said I have been really busy when it comes to having a life. I know that it does keep me tied in knots but in reality it is a good thing. I feel like I really belong somewhere were I can just be me and get along with others. Yes at times it is stressful and well I am learning to manage my time wisely than I used to. I just feel like there is a weight that has been lifted off of my shoulders and that I do have some burdens that I need to work on right now.