My Spanish grade and many more things

Update for spanish grade is now 79.4% i believe, and now i have to do so much things to catch up again and get ahead of my game that i am controling right now. I have to almost catch on almost everything even life. Sometimes i wonder why i have someone their and why my dad died. Then again i wonder why my mom is so controling it just annoys me so much. I even get tired of my sister being the golden child, i feel like she wants me to be like her and that is not the only reason why i feel that she is so perfected in a way.