Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!!!!!!

It has been a long time since I have posted on here. I am just going to come out and I will say it is because I have been busy with my studies for my online classes and other stuff going on in my life. Merry Christmas my readers. I mean to say that in a couple of weeks it will my my birthday and yes I am excited for it. My aunt that lives in cedar city brought me and my mom a christmas tree because we did not get one. I can't believe that my cousin went on his mission on the 12th of this month. I am so tired of all that is going on in my life. Between studies and mom on my back 24/7 about everything. For christmas I wanted to get a Ipod Nano and I was really looking forward to it but it is not going to happen because my mom is so pissed off at right now for getting in a big hurry on my english final that I had 2 days ago and so I am also mad at her. Sometimes I feel like she compairs me to my sister. Oh how I wish that it was just me and my dad and no mom on my last nerve. I told her the other day that I just feel unwanted within my family. Everyone revalles around my sister, and I am left out in the cold. My mom is so angry with me because of my final on my english grade. You know I haven't even got my permit yet, I've been too lazy to go and get it. If you have an older sibling that you feel is perfect in every way then you will understand how I feel. I just have to much stress right now for the past 3 months and when I am so stressed out it comes from my mom wanting me to do good and plus trying the best that I can. If I don't pass the retake of my English and History finals then I will be doing the packets for this semester. I wish that my mom would just  let me be whenever it comes to my studies, for Christmas I really want is a Ipod Nano and guess what I am not getting it and yes I will be upset when it comes the end of school and into summer. My mom took my MP3 player away from in September and now my life is incomplete without my music from my little ipod. I am so much misery right now because well my mom did not take anything away from my sister and she is taking everything away from me. My life is unfair right now.  I just wish that I my dad would of helped me in 6th and 7th grade instead of lying to my mom when it came to doing homework. I am like my dad in so many ways. Plus I just feel empty without him being here.

This month's blogger theme is about being bullied online.

I love this movie so much that makes me want to put the bulliness behind me.

Weekly Post

It is a saturday afternoon, getting close to dinner time. So far this week It has been good, my grades at Snow Canyon High School are four B's and one A. I am enjoying my cooking class at the high school. Yesterday I walked to the library with this kid from my cooking class. It has been one heavy week. My mom took my mp3 player away from me on Thursday. I was so sad that I went to do Baptisms for the dead with my ward. Other than that I am doing the best that I can to succed in school.

Flood from a Dike full of water

At school today and it is the 3rd period when this Dike in santa Clara flooded into Santa Clara. I was at school by then. It is bad. I saw the pictures on ksl.com and connect2utah.com. The dike is under investigation right now and they are trying to find out what caused it to break. It took 45 minutes for  my mom to get me home from school. Because of the all the dummies that go to snow canyon high and snow canyon middle school. Was a long day today. This my update on my blog because i haven't been on here since august 15th. A lot has happen these past couple of weeks but mainly the Flood in Santa Clara, Utah happened today. I mean this Dike was full of water. 60-80 feet of water.

Forever a Warrior at SCHS(Snow Canyon High School). Warrior Nation and with pride.

Food and Nutrition lab

I made this today in foods and nutrition. Easy and a piece of cake.

I think that I am sick

I feel like crap. Have nasty cold and my nose is running. My color is off today, so this morning at my school we did a fire drill, we had to be outside on the FB field and the sun was shining in my face. So yeah I feel like crap. And it sucks.

SCHS

Well public school is easy and i am loving it. My sister is gone to college and she has been waiting for the day to come. That was yesterday. I can't wait till school will get better.

What has happened the past couple of weeks...!!!!!!!!!!!

A lot has happen these past week. The other day my sister and I went to this river and Played in the water, I got sunburned. It as a fun day. So last week had this family thing with my mom's dad family, that was also fun.

My week

Dear blog readers that read my blog,
I have been away and can't remember the last time that i updated my blog. I have so much going on right now and i am glad to say this, it is hot here. I will be in a little town called Alton,Utah this week. I know i was in alton last week for the 4th of July. It has been a great summer. enjoy yours and stay inside because of the heat.

Lagoon and famil

Lagoon was fun with my twin cousins. It was great to see my other famil members. Got a new phone and I am loving it.

Pictures for today's post.

All of these pictures have to do with Salt Lake this week till thursday. So anyway I toke all these pictures with my camera. I tied the top one and the bottom one my mom and sister worked on it.

This week is lagoon

So i guess that we are going to do lagoon this week and thinking about Tuacahn this week with a play. I am so excited because it is this week with lagoon. Hahahah

So much has gone on these past couple of days.

Yeah I know it has been a long time since I have posted on here. Just a little bit of  how far my summer is going. Well last week my mom  and me went to see my grandma and if you have ever seen a star quilt before you know that I am going to have one. Youth conference was so much fun, we were going to just a dance the first day that were up in Zion at Clear Creek Ranch. Since the bishopic came that day and this one guy had his van and yes like 12 people were like in his van. The hike that we went on was called the Pandorosa trail and at the end I lead the rest of us to victory. It was so much fun, I and my sister got. not very sunburned and we were so sore. Happy Father's Day to all. I know that I have not reported back since May 10th the day before my dad's birthday. Yeah youth conference was so much fun. We stayed in these bunkhouses and they were so awesome. Most of us were to lazy to walk to the bathrooms to brush our teeth so we just did it out on the balcany. We had a blast. It was so funny to watch our bishop drive his van so fast while on a dirt road. That all went down the 8th and 9th of June. 

Dad birthday

So last week was Saint George's Iron man and that was a lot of fun to volunteer. I got sunburned bad. Testing was great for the first day and now i have to do it tomorrow on my Dad birthday. You see my dad died when he was 49 yrs old and now he is going to be 52 yrs old. Guess that i should go to bed right now and i will talk to some one tomorrow that i have never met before in my life. My sister Josie is graduating this month and is headed for college in august. School is going great because i have good grades and now that i don't feel stressed out or anything else. Friday is going to be a hard day for me because of my dad. If you live in different times zones and if it is morning where u are and it is night were i am. So good night and good morning.Wish me luck on testing.

Why does life have to be so hard and so annoying at times?

It is bad that  I have to live with her but she can be a real pain. This is my sister the one that is always making me angry. Sometimes  I wish that I had a younger brother instead of a annoying sister who gets up my back 24/7. I can't wait till she goes to college because I won't put up with it anymore I have had enough of it. I feel that we are different in our ways but still she trys to control my life and how i live it. My sister does not even understand why I'm so mad and angry all the time. Josie is her name and trust me she does get really annoying. I was taking a Health unit test and checking my answers against google but no she had to come up with this thing called honesty. I just wish that she would just leave me alone for once and bother me. This is not how i planned my week i wanted to have a week where i could get studies done and in time for the Ironman In St.George this Saturday. I get tired of her blowing my off. I just feel like lost and cold burden like she does not want me around. Sorry Guys who view my blog I just get tired of her telling me to do this and that or go here and go there. Once u know where i come from i just hate my life because of how it always happens to me. I try to attention from my mom but she is so busy with helping my sister. I feel like someone that does not belong in this family. ):

My cousin Samuel Hawkins

The other day my cousin Sam wrecked a 4-wheeler the other day and now he can hardly move. He has scraps on his head, hands, legs, and many more places. I kind of wonder why he is so dumb. Or times he is just well different person than others. Sam is the same age as me and since he is related to me that makes us cousins. In a way he should of not been on a 4-wheeler in the first place. I don't get to see him very much. Every summer our families meet up to see each other. I mean sure it is hard to keep in contact with them. Did u know that my cousin Sam is like behind in math since the last time that i talked to him.

why is it that kids or teens get trouble for their actions and school?

Why do kids or teens get discouraged by parents? I mean why do they have to be so mean all the time? This is how i feel. I feel like a disgraced to my mom and sister. I feel like she compairs me to my sister all the time. Or when i have a bad grade she gets mad at me. If it is one thing that makes her happy is that she wishes that i would talk more. I feel like i can't tell her how i feel about it. Every time we fight it is just well hard for me. She is so judgemental in my point of view. I mean it is bad enough that she already gives me a hard time. She makes things worse than they are. I feel so out of place. I feel like a piece of trash.

I have not been on here as much because i have been doing school. It seems like  it has been a long time that i have posted on my blog. I know that I have not posted a picture of me now days. Last week i have to do a research paper that was fun and then today i scored good on my geography test. It has been a good week for me because of Easter i got to see family from my dad's side. My sister is headed for college in august.

Happy Easter my blog readers

First of happy easter and how was your easter? I went to Cedar City for a family dinner and last week Friday I am my sister went up to my grandma's house because my sister has a dance that is called Senior Ball. So long story short she bought a dress for $20.00 and since the neck area is low and it is very puffy. She made a jacket using a pattern. So this is what happened all in my week. 

Remember the ones that are their for you and that care about you. 

Having a bad day today

Okay i am having a bad day because my school website is down so now i will have to do today's studies tomorrow or tonight if the site does not come up and let me log in. I am just having a really bad day today. Today is just not my day at all.  My sister is graduating in May  and my uncle wants me and my sister to watch his twin boys. 

It is just not my day today. ):

school is almost over

I can't believe that school is almost over and that their are only 9 more weeks left. I am ready to be done. I am going to public school for 10th grade which is next year. I just wish that school would end. My sister is going to college in august and I will loss my tutor next year. I say that I will miss my sister when she goes to college. The truth is that I am just going to miss her so much. 

Even though me and my sister do things together I will still miss her when she goes to college. For one thing it is hard to talk about her. I mean that she will be miss by me and my mom. i know that she will be fine and have a good college life.

Happy Spring

Happy Spring to all of my blog followers. Yeah I know I have not posted for weeks. So the good news is that i am doing good with grades this semester. I can't believe that the school year is almost over. Next year plans for High school are one that is close to my house, so I will not be in UTVA next year. I am just going to be me. Life is just ruff. Together we can get through it. I say get rid of the bad thoughts and replace them with happy thoughts.

It has been a crazy week in all.

Okay, so first off it has been a crazy week. So to kick off the weekend I am going to put a little change... Ready the challenge is to see how long you can be nice to someone around you. Then I want you to do something nice for that special someone. 

 This week has been crazy for most of us in all. In the end it gets good. Every time i hear somebody say to me so what is new or sup. I personally try to keep the conversation calm. Oh by the way if you lived in Utah then you might of heard the wind going full blast, so i have this one kid in my seminary class and he was quit funny this morning i asked him how he did in the wind and you want to know what he said. he said that the tree on the side of his house blew over to one side of his house. It has just been a really crazy week for all of us.

It has been am awesome week for most of us

Yesterday I and my sister went and saw the vow, great movie and the ending just left us hanging. Now it is time to unwind from the weekend and I know that tomorrow is a holiday. I feel like time for a break and just time to keep up on things. So here is my advice take the time to do well and just follow with what your parents say and do. Think about how it would affected you since mom's and dad's are very important. For once say something nice to them or just take in the suggestions that they give you. Or you can do it like this write in a notebook or just do and follow what they say, be an example to others and let your light shine over others.

Ask your self if you are doing a good job?

Hey Readers,
Ask yourselves this question how good of a job do you want to do good in school? What subject and why? Then answer this question are you doing a good job on that subject? Everyday i ask my self the same questions and still get the same answer. I want my mom to trust me at all times and yesterday it did not work out. So you see if you aren't trusted with things like school for example... then your parents don't completely trust you. Then you get extra chores like cleaning a bathroom. The treats are usually if you did not do this then it is middle school and i will treat you like a 2 year old and you will not get your permit till you are 17 and you can not drive my car. That right there just makes me ANGRY and MAD because i am on a very tight leash right now and another one is wheather or not you are fit to be be in parents world or if you aren't you will do this and this. LIFE SUCKS Take my word for it.

If you have ever felt like this then your parents do not trust you very well.

can it only get better?

My answer to that is yes our life can get better at almost the Knowledgeable things. If your life will accomplish the things like school or anything else, just remember that you can achieve anything in this life and other lives. I remember someone very close to me saying that life is full of adventure and if you do it right you are able to do the great and many things. I will say this if you achieve your goals for the future and always remember you life line goal or anything else that helps you get on the path to the right way in school or with family, but i will say this as i was always tought to enjoy life  and to take risks once in a while and do follow what your parents say.

Excited for church ball tonight

well i am almost done with health and web design and then it is off to basketball game and i can't wait to play church ball.I hope that my team wins and if we don't win well winning is not always good but the coach said that she would take losing over winning. Not everything is about winning, it is how good you are and willing to play for fun and to just be with the ward and friends, i've learned it the hard way and it is not always easy.Still winning is good and all but at least enjoy it while is lastes and to just have fun.

hate people who dis on Twilight

Say do you readers know what really makes me made? when people dis on the Twilight series. it just makes me mad when i hear somebody say i don't like twilight. it just makes me mad when they prefer this movie over twilight. When someone says that they don't like twilight it just makes me want to never get back online like TBT. And not to dis on my blog readers this does not concern you guys. When reading this post think about someone that does not like twilight or anything else.That there is my challenge to you

I hate drawings and student of the week

Do you know what i hate the most of... drawings and student of the week i hate both of them because i always feel like the teachers don't see how hard i work. When other kids win them i totally fill left out like they don't care about how are i work to keep my grades up and get in assignments. It just frustraight me, i wish that they could see how are i work and how hard i keep my grades up, i wish that they would understand that when the teachers do the drawings justs makes me feel like i don't do enough of hard work. When other kids win them i sad that i was not chosen and that i did not meet their level of work.Just wish that they would relize how hard i work and how hard it is to keep my grades up.Who has felt like this before? and don't you feel that you don't do enough work to get on the teachers sides and become favorites? who is the favorite in your classes? Please tell me that i am not alone.

Geography and Science Grades

Okay now i am not happy with my geography grade and science grade, wish that they where C's instead of an FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF. Really upset right now

I have been up since 6:00 am

I have been up since 6 am this morning for what i call the best of E.f.y and that was so much fun. i came home hoping to relax and all, but that all changed when i wanted to do things with my sister and to do the sisterly things. i just want to do things with my sister but it always ends up with other friend. there are times that i just want to be able to do things with my sister for once and not have any interputings with friends and others. ):

i am in a boring class

I am in a boring class and i am just tooned out from science. If  you are wondering why science is so boring along with algebra class boring. UTVA is having there prom sometime in May i don't know the details but they will keeps us UTVA students updated. I am very excited for the prom because i want my grandma to make my dress and i want to meet some of the other kids from this school.

can't wait til school is over and it is summer vac.

Hey readers,
If you agree with me about school almost being over and summer vac. than you should read this post. So here it goes: I was walking down the street when all of a sudden it felt like summer with the nice temperatures and the sun shining bright at me, so i say to the sun how is the weather going today? and the sun replys to me saying it  will be a beautiful day. And that is my short story for the day and who know possible for the week. Wish me luck for playing basketball tomorrow and that i will have a good time so wish me the best of luck that you possible can. 
P.S Thanks for reading my blog postings. :)

Mom is making me mad

I wish that my mother would just see how hard i am trying to do my best, i also wish that i could be done with school today but no i have to study the following science and with science i have to do the four essay questions and then she wants to see how i write them. Next on the list is English and i think she does not even know that i am stressed out and she just makes worse. Spanish is going to be such a pain because she will look over my shoulder every time i try to study and then she asks what i am studying. Algebra is weird because i have to take a unit test on monday and then the semester final wednesday i am really stressed out. Science don't even get me started with it. Last night i was watching television with mom and she put on a show called forisces files and i asked why we are watching this and then she says that she likes science and that it is interesting to her. The next thought was why do i have to watch this show with her and why do i have to to school her way and not my way. I think that if she would leave me alone that i would study but no i have to do it her way. I wish that i lived with my dad. My Life just sucks

why is it so hard to keep grades up?

First of why is it so hard to keep the grades up? I know that grades are so important, but why can't they stay the same throughout the year?My grades really need help. For example why can't I keep my science, algebra, and English grades up.I really wish that they would not drop and it is all part of life. Why is it so hard to keep them up and not do summer school.

Happy New Year

Happy new year to all of my views and hope that you will have a great year and make sure that you will stay on top of everything that you will do. Keep in mind that you will make your goals and be prepared to say what ever you want. And do you best this school year.